People, to look forward.
This is said to myself.
In recent days, really feeling a bit low. Always feeling very tired from the morning don'tknow the reasons may be tired of studying it!
So give their word, to look ahead. If we say that life can be divided, it is the past, present, and future. The past has a lot of fond memories, but I should not indulge in memories of the past, it will make clear the direction you look. Now, there is a lot of trouble and unhappiness have tired looking at now, I will be more tired. The future, there is lot of new challenges, there is also my success. Although I live in now, but I would like to look ahead and watch my future, the past memory occasionally will have some fun, and then use a clear head to address the problem now. Clear-headed in order to solve the problem, but avoid alcohol paralysis.
Have more than a year and stick to it, I hope it will come. No longer as before, and in any case I would also like to own, and now it is really nothing to rely on themselves.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Busy Busy Busy
Has been very busy recently. But do not know what in the busy ?life of the great confusion .And the body are also more and more bad cold for more than a week has been exacerbated that really have a great deal, it is necessary to review the examination. Also help her sister to apply for School .Why so many good things to do it really want to sleep .....
When I'm feel so bad ...
When I'm feel so bad institute of silence .
Sometimes, you have been misunderstood, you do not want to argue, so I chose to remain silent. Was not all people have to know you, so you do not have to think of the message all over the world. But sometimes, you have been misunderstood favorite, sad that you do not want to argue, and only select silent. All over the world can not understand you, but he should understand, if he even can not understand, what is there to say? In life often have nothing more to say there is even the time Schubert, after all, can not all be right and wrong out clearly, or even not possible with non-genuine. So, do not want to speak, not to speak, at a time when many said that no good, maybe silence is the best explanation.
Sometimes, you have been misunderstood, you do not want to argue, so I chose to remain silent. Was not all people have to know you, so you do not have to think of the message all over the world. But sometimes, you have been misunderstood favorite, sad that you do not want to argue, and only select silent. All over the world can not understand you, but he should understand, if he even can not understand, what is there to say? In life often have nothing more to say there is even the time Schubert, after all, can not all be right and wrong out clearly, or even not possible with non-genuine. So, do not want to speak, not to speak, at a time when many said that no good, maybe silence is the best explanation.
Stranger is the most familiar with their own
Once everything is in the fantasy into space, knowing when they will become of me now. People every day in front of a computer or even to the early morning daze, I was in before me?
Looking back over the years, I have been looking for in life you want, but I have never been what I lost was my own the most valuable of all, the once perfect and present incomplete. Do not know when I start to feel such a strange start when I change the reality so. To shape society in the end is a real person or people to change the reality of the society
Looking back over the years, I have been looking for in life you want, but I have never been what I lost was my own the most valuable of all, the once perfect and present incomplete. Do not know when I start to feel such a strange start when I change the reality so. To shape society in the end is a real person or people to change the reality of the society
Nothing
Busy day,
Boring communication, manufacturing false smile
Mind lingering shadow
Really do not want to give up
Every time a person asked and answered at
Sensible Why do not so easily be able to extricate themselves
They never believed forever
They never regret not
Why I do not know how to say goodbye Tonight trouble
Boring communication, manufacturing false smile
Mind lingering shadow
Really do not want to give up
Every time a person asked and answered at
Sensible Why do not so easily be able to extricate themselves
They never believed forever
They never regret not
Why I do not know how to say goodbye Tonight trouble
What I'm thinking
Not embarrassed at not embarrassed of the age, a lot of things, a lot of ideas are not understandable. Age does not understand small, older too naive to think that I am, and this will not be sure that weight is the feeling of my heavy things.
Living a very busy, every day I have different stress from all sides. I feel the pressure or a person, but I still often think of breath, a dream I can not put down too much.
Ask friends and family are busy all day I do not know what, I said that during sleepwalking. Yes ah, sleepwalking. Many want to wake up after all these could be a fresh start, many hope that their suffering is only the feelings of those who do not exist.
Standing on the edge of the roof of the most, I gradually moved to the outside, I beg your pardon, I would like to say that the temptation is too good. Floating cold air blowing in his face before the amount of hair, all the true and beautiful.
Living a very busy, every day I have different stress from all sides. I feel the pressure or a person, but I still often think of breath, a dream I can not put down too much.
Ask friends and family are busy all day I do not know what, I said that during sleepwalking. Yes ah, sleepwalking. Many want to wake up after all these could be a fresh start, many hope that their suffering is only the feelings of those who do not exist.
Standing on the edge of the roof of the most, I gradually moved to the outside, I beg your pardon, I would like to say that the temptation is too good. Floating cold air blowing in his face before the amount of hair, all the true and beautiful.
Memory
Memory still remember the night we had walk through half mile along the road remember your face under streeplamp and your nice smile when i tell you to live up figure inside the silhouette looks too nice scrutiny only when i congeal my tear I wanna spread my wings But I just can't fly I'm so afraid to show my feelings Dont know will I ever find a lover Maybe she has found another And as I cry myself to sleep I know this is love of mine I'll keep Solitary room Afraid to think about you every time awake
can you hear me
first of all, i really try to write something differently, but i dont know what else is inside my brain right now. so, i just try tell what's in my mind tonight. memory's frozen in a picture frame, days go on things will never be the same any more. thoughts of you when a love never late, how can i pull through when you left too soon. i believe a part of you will always stay with me, i can feel the images of you will never fade away. i cant go on, so pretending everything could be what i think would be. i am inconsolable. i wish i know better time was running out. this guilt i'm left with more than i can describe. and i keep calling your name to feel that i'm alive. in this empty space, you can never be repaid. Being in a place where i'm alone that cold as it can be. if i can take things back to yesterday, the joyful ever gone to inconsiderable. can you hear me!
Monday, March 30, 2009
Thanks
Seamless years, when we suddenly look back, look forward to their own souls, there is a period of total memory segment at the life you left behind deep traces.
Whenever we think of it, the surge was a total impulse of a ray of long time, it is touching.
Never have to go looking for someone deliberately touching, because it is a simple truth, a heart tremor. When we saw my companions and wartime for the collective will always be for them can not help but come on, failed to cry, tears will be a success, from the tip of the nose is filled with acid, and poured out from the heart of it is sweet sweet. Lot of people like to listen to some music, maybe not so good, but those familiar with the melody notes and simple people always think of the past, the personnel, thinking back to listen to the song at the time when the mood. Similarly, think of the grief, whether or happiness, there will always be haunting touching.
In fact, in the long river of life, touching all the time there is no existence.
Whenever we think of it, the surge was a total impulse of a ray of long time, it is touching.
Never have to go looking for someone deliberately touching, because it is a simple truth, a heart tremor. When we saw my companions and wartime for the collective will always be for them can not help but come on, failed to cry, tears will be a success, from the tip of the nose is filled with acid, and poured out from the heart of it is sweet sweet. Lot of people like to listen to some music, maybe not so good, but those familiar with the melody notes and simple people always think of the past, the personnel, thinking back to listen to the song at the time when the mood. Similarly, think of the grief, whether or happiness, there will always be haunting touching.
In fact, in the long river of life, touching all the time there is no existence.
Kind of Life
Perhaps the years are all kinds of hardships and the vicissitudes of life is perhaps the world, how to treat life, the serious topic, it is often deep thinking into ... ....
Are ever-changing melting pot of society, life is in contradiction with the Fission space. Loss of time, as if woven Huachanggou plowing the land, leaving a clear channel Daodao marks, has bends, has been allowed, there is light, there is deep; this winding, deeply shallow traces of meditation is not.
Treatment of life encountered setbacks, different people have different views. Strong, even in the suffering of the situation, able to take a keen eye, face up to one of rational thinking, and frankly office; for the weak or bad luck, or into the abyss of suffering it is difficult to extricate themselves, thus losing the joy with the opportunity to demonstrate the survival value, it is great sigh.
Living treat Jane keep living, everyone should grasp and master the subject in good faith. Living people in order to go around, experiencing the joy of success or failure of the helpless. Tolerance and withdrawal, joy and suffering are a dialectical unity and contradiction. Since life itself is a changing of the seasons, accompanied by wind, accompanied by rain, accompanied by electric, sometimes turbulent, sometimes lightning thunder, sometimes calm, sometimes Jingtao shore, such as young girls sometimes static. Any one accident, will keep the original in a happy life full of confused and confusing situation.
Kind of life, do not want surprises, do not sink into a fantasy in which, cherish life, the only option is to get down to study, work, life, put aside ideology and the possible existence of selfish ideas and personal considerations, greed and the desire to avoid entering the errors have a gnawing regret for life.
Like a Dream come, such as weaving time. Kind of life is to treat life, treating the living space. We have experienced anything, has its own dual nature, whether successfully or in failure, or heart-yan and upset, they should be calmly。 Value of life and treat should be brave to face the lonely, difficult, stress and challenges the conscience of people to treat life and motives of loyalty to exercise their own, rather than security as categorically discard incomplete.
Are ever-changing melting pot of society, life is in contradiction with the Fission space. Loss of time, as if woven Huachanggou plowing the land, leaving a clear channel Daodao marks, has bends, has been allowed, there is light, there is deep; this winding, deeply shallow traces of meditation is not.
Treatment of life encountered setbacks, different people have different views. Strong, even in the suffering of the situation, able to take a keen eye, face up to one of rational thinking, and frankly office; for the weak or bad luck, or into the abyss of suffering it is difficult to extricate themselves, thus losing the joy with the opportunity to demonstrate the survival value, it is great sigh.
Living treat Jane keep living, everyone should grasp and master the subject in good faith. Living people in order to go around, experiencing the joy of success or failure of the helpless. Tolerance and withdrawal, joy and suffering are a dialectical unity and contradiction. Since life itself is a changing of the seasons, accompanied by wind, accompanied by rain, accompanied by electric, sometimes turbulent, sometimes lightning thunder, sometimes calm, sometimes Jingtao shore, such as young girls sometimes static. Any one accident, will keep the original in a happy life full of confused and confusing situation.
Kind of life, do not want surprises, do not sink into a fantasy in which, cherish life, the only option is to get down to study, work, life, put aside ideology and the possible existence of selfish ideas and personal considerations, greed and the desire to avoid entering the errors have a gnawing regret for life.
Like a Dream come, such as weaving time. Kind of life is to treat life, treating the living space. We have experienced anything, has its own dual nature, whether successfully or in failure, or heart-yan and upset, they should be calmly。 Value of life and treat should be brave to face the lonely, difficult, stress and challenges the conscience of people to treat life and motives of loyalty to exercise their own, rather than security as categorically discard incomplete.
Let Me Tell You Gently
Let me tell you gently when you see a blind person in the street, you go to greet him, help him to cross the road, because the world needs this kind.
Let me tell you gently, when your friend is a result of setbacks in life and devastated when you want to open their hearts to listen to his words, give him the power to rise with the hope that such things will be better, because this The world needs sincere.
Let me tell you gently when you see the cleanliness of the classroom there is a piece of paper left on the ground, then you will want not hesitate to pick it up into the wastepaper basket, because the world needs beauty.
Let me tell you gently, when your friend is a result of setbacks in life and devastated when you want to open their hearts to listen to his words, give him the power to rise with the hope that such things will be better, because this The world needs sincere.
Let me tell you gently when you see the cleanliness of the classroom there is a piece of paper left on the ground, then you will want not hesitate to pick it up into the wastepaper basket, because the world needs beauty.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
"The Pretensions of Poverty"
thou dost presume too much, poor needy wretch,
to claim a station in firmament
bacause thy humble cotage, or thy tub,
nurses some lazy or pedantic virtue
in the cheap sunshine or by shady springs,
with roots and pot-herbs; where thy right hand,
tearing those humane passions from the mind,
upon whose stocks fair blooming virtues flourish,
degradeth nature, and benumbeth sense,
and, gorgon-like, turns active men to stone.
we not require the dull society
of your necessitated temperance,
or that unnatural stupidity
that knows nor joy nor sorrow; nor your forc'd
falsely exalted passive fortitude
above the active. this low object brood,
that fix their seats in mediocrity,
become your servile minds; but we advance
such virtues only as admit excess,
brave, bounteous acts, regal magnificence,
all-seeing prudence, magnanimity
that knows no bound, and that heroic virtue
for which antiquity hath left no name,
but patterns only, such as hercules,
achilles, theseus. back to thy loath'd cell;
and when thou seest the new enlightened sphere,
study to know but what those worthies were.
to claim a station in firmament
bacause thy humble cotage, or thy tub,
nurses some lazy or pedantic virtue
in the cheap sunshine or by shady springs,
with roots and pot-herbs; where thy right hand,
tearing those humane passions from the mind,
upon whose stocks fair blooming virtues flourish,
degradeth nature, and benumbeth sense,
and, gorgon-like, turns active men to stone.
we not require the dull society
of your necessitated temperance,
or that unnatural stupidity
that knows nor joy nor sorrow; nor your forc'd
falsely exalted passive fortitude
above the active. this low object brood,
that fix their seats in mediocrity,
become your servile minds; but we advance
such virtues only as admit excess,
brave, bounteous acts, regal magnificence,
all-seeing prudence, magnanimity
that knows no bound, and that heroic virtue
for which antiquity hath left no name,
but patterns only, such as hercules,
achilles, theseus. back to thy loath'd cell;
and when thou seest the new enlightened sphere,
study to know but what those worthies were.
Majority of Men
The majority of men live in feeble pick up attempts,
Walk on sharp stone and broken glass to reach over and try to look fast,
Not at beauty, true desire, but for the feeble things they fen…
Caste away the rings, money and expensive things,
Even more they choke and let it change what they want to see,
I ask,
Don’t seek what you don’t need,
Don’t believe in what you can replace,
I got this taste strong and down the depth of my body,
You close your eyes to travel this world blindly,
I tell you not to mourn not to weep but to seek,
I’ll take the faded possessions out of your way,
Maybe one day with the strength to say,
You don’t need this anyway
Walk on sharp stone and broken glass to reach over and try to look fast,
Not at beauty, true desire, but for the feeble things they fen…
Caste away the rings, money and expensive things,
Even more they choke and let it change what they want to see,
I ask,
Don’t seek what you don’t need,
Don’t believe in what you can replace,
I got this taste strong and down the depth of my body,
You close your eyes to travel this world blindly,
I tell you not to mourn not to weep but to seek,
I’ll take the faded possessions out of your way,
Maybe one day with the strength to say,
You don’t need this anyway
Sunday, February 22, 2009
My Reading Break
Today is last day for reading break, tomorrow we will have class.Everything will the same go to class and do homework is boring or interesting? I hope everything is interesting and I want learn a lot of new thing that I haven't learn before .In my reading break I didn't go any place because my boyfriend ask me to chat with him .I clean up my room and play with my dog .I have happy time with my dog also with my boyfriend I miss him so much .The reading break I have enough time to do thing that I want to do (sleep) hey hey ,girls always like sleep .And I try my best to finish my first essay!
A Legend of IT Industry
Today I read an article about a man whose named Shi Yu Zhu is make me want to write some word !
Giant is one of China's leading online game developers and operators in terms of revenues, and online game ZT Online was the most popular online game in China in 2006. The President of network of giant Shi Yu Zhu is a legend in China. He Graduate in 1984 of Shenzhen University. Then he development Chinese M6401 desktop computer software,after that he set up the Giant high-tech group in 1991. He have been classified as " Forbes" in mainland China Regal No.8 only 5 years.
November 1,2007 on 21:00, the New York Stock Exchange morning 9:30 Giant's successful landing Network Holdings Limited New York Stock Exchange,the total market value reached 4.2 billion U.S. dollars,financing amounted to 1.045 billion U.S. dollars, becoming the largest in the United States of China's private enterprises.
November 1,2007 on 21:00, the New York Stock Exchange morning 9:30 Giant's successful landing Network Holdings Limited New York Stock Exchange,the total market value reached 4.2 billion U.S. dollars,financing amounted to 1.045 billion U.S. dollars, becoming the largest in the United States of China's private enterprises.
He also failed and he said failing is not bad for everyone,because it is another chance let you know what you did will be successful one day.Shi Yu Zhu's successes with his perseverance.During the 1996 his company has financial crisis but he still believe he can solute it,he use another way to make money to save his company.He said" The team focused on the individual role." That means a person can succeed by him, there are many factors. I agree with him because when you want to start a new business you must think a lot of difficult things you may have on the way for you business. You need a friend and good staffer to help you.I can remember Shi Yu Zhu 's ZT online game use a song named Remember the Name the song sing "10% luck 20%skill 15% concentrated power of Will l5% pleasure 50%pain and 100% reason to remember the name."He wins. We can remember his name,and all people in China know him also all over the world. He is a legend of IT industry in China.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Reading Break Plan
Reading break is a long vacation for ESL student during the whole term in TRU,is not mean we can play in this ten day because after the reading break we have mid-term test . In this ten day I made a plan for myself .First of all, I want go to vancouver to go shopping. Then I will back kamloops and spend one day to clean up my room. At last I will go over my lessone and finish my first eassy for 048 .This plan sound good because I can have much time to do my favourit things and I can have good sleep. These my plan for the reading break .How about you plan for yours?
PS: I don't like use the computer to write so I write in a paper on 15th FEB then I type in today!
PS: I don't like use the computer to write so I write in a paper on 15th FEB then I type in today!
Monday, February 9, 2009
Lantern Festival
Today is Lantem Festival . Lantern Festival is January 15 on the lunar calendar.This is festival in China , in this day we spend with family have big meal and we must eat glue pudding or sweet soup balls that mean the whole family together and have sweet year.I was so miss my family in this day also my mother and my father miss me to because I have many year in here and spend many festival alone I was so miss my home and my friend!
What are the differences between the school system in my country and here at TRU?
China is a long history and has many culture country. Our education has followed the Confucian thoughts.But we have the same system as other country .First , in China we call teacher in school ,but in tru we didn't hear students call teacher .Second ,the timetable was different in China. In China ,student usually have 2 hours taking a nap after lunch , and every class only have 40 minutie. In contrast TRU we never think here have time to taking a nap we have class in different time in a day.At last , China has two term in one year whereas TRU has three term in one year .In addition we have test at end of every trem ,not only in China but so in TRU and other country.
Myself
my name is Cai Bi, my english name is Fion.I come from Hai Nan Island, a smally city in China. I have had 19 years learning experience but I had only 7 years learning English.I hope I can impove my English not only oral especaily in writing.I like listen music and watch movie,sometimes I will cook for myself .I wish we can have a happy time in writing class!
Monday, January 26, 2009
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